I just…

… want to know what you do,

where you are,

how you feel,

what you think.

… need to know about you,

if you are ok,

if you need help,

if you need some rest.

… need to see you,

need to hug you,

need to kiss you,

need to feel you.

… can’t be without you,

can’t stay without you,

can’t breath without you,

can’t liive without you.

… don’t want to miss you,

don’t want to lose you,

don’t want to cry for you,

don’t want to be sad for you.

… want to love you,

live with you,

get old with you,

have a life with you.

How I feel

It’s been days that I’ve been feeling kind of confused, with a lot of doubts about stuff happening in my life.  I’ve cleared some, but the most important hasn’t been cleared.  I’m not frustrated, but this week’s been kind of weird.  Things have been cool in my job, but my personal life it’s been kind of different.  I feel like if I want some vacation, but at the same time I don’t.  I feel like if I want to drive nowhere, but at the same time I know where I want to go but I just can’t.  I feel happy but suddenly totally confused.  It’s like being in the place where I want to be, waiting for something to happen, but that something is taking too long.  I don’t want to desperate myself, but there’s something in my mind that’s telling me that I have to clear everything I’m feeling.